DAY 'N' NITE

Bumpin Crookers' beats.

Depresssssssssed. But trying to find things to do to keep my mind off of it. It snowed so much here... and miraculously it stayed. brr, its cold, but it gives me an excuse to wear dope ass sunglasses.

This mix is hoooot, and it has been played probably one to many times by me today... but then you should go check it out then. (((LISTEN)))) Listen to everylast drop of the dancy, dancy beats and dope dubstep. If you want a tracklisting and some info, go here. Crookers is the shit.


bleeeh, cant think of anything else to write about write now, get back to ya, distracted by the little bit of sun there is. "Wheres my money?"

sNOw reason why it should be snowing.

Why has it been snowing all day for no reason? Miserable. I've had that "Sunshine" song stuck in my head all day, then it blows to look out the window and see how ugly today is. No job anymore either, so I've had a lot of time to sit on my ass and just look out the window...

I cant wait for just a lil' sunshine. Today I told my roomate, maybe if I jumped headfirst out our second story window and I aimed for the deck, the injury wouldn't be bad enought to kill me.... maybe just cause minor injuries and put me in a coma for 4-5 months.. then I could wake up to the summer. Talk about Seasonal Depression.

Speaking of the Summer, I cant wait to buy my Shambhala ticket. It will be utter beauty and madness. You must go.

Also, lately I've been really diggin this website Prick Magazine. I can't wait to get another tattoo. I want a chestpiece and two half sleeves eventually.

Grievance.

In keeping with the trend of just having an all out shitty beginning to this year, my Sugarglider, Peanut, died this month. It was tragically caused by Peanut Butter asphyxiation. Ironic that one of her favorite snacks sadly became fatal. I wont go into the details but it was heart wrenching. Look at that face.
I've been on the fence as to whether I am past the grievance stage, and ready for another little companion. So I have decided that I am getting a Hedgehog. They are so cute. Most even enjoy just watching t.v. with you on your lap! If it is a boy, I plan to name it Knuckles, like the character from Sonic. Yes, I know Knuckles was an Echidna.. but, come on, I can't name him Sonic. If it is a girl, then holy hell, cause I can't think of what to name it. Im open to considering new names too. Give me some suggestions. Could you say no to this prickley lil' pal??

Trying to keep it together.

Man these Winter blues have me in the dust. This is probably so far one of the hardest years of my life and it has just begun. I was talking to a friend at the bus stop today that I hadn’t seen in a while. I was trying to tell him how dismal things are lately and the first thing he said to me was, "Worrying about finding someone to buy you alcohol?" What? Ok, thanks, man. Yes I know I'm not 21, thanks on its own page, but why assume I don't have problems? Shit, I miss the days when all I had to do was worry about finishing a paper at SOME point during the weekend and then, set my sights on finding someone to buy alcohol for the weekend. And it really was a shitty day if i couldn't find someone to buy it... those were good times.

Here I am crying about not even being 21, but yet, the world can fill my pockets with bullshit. If I had a penny for my sorrows, i might have enough money to pay for one of the various bills that are probably overdue.

But what i cant figure out is if it really is Winter blues? I mean, I had my fair share of flux to deal with in the summer, but why, oh why, does it seem like 2009 is taking a shit on me? Could a little sunshine actually fix this? Could a little sunshine pay bills, fix friendships, or maybe possibly put a good word in for me with a second job?

And then, amidst all that, I cant even buy a drink at the end of the night. And its $2 dollar pitcher night..